After my conversation wtih my gal friends today, I felt so drained, so tired coz they're so negative. Guys, do u know that u have build�a terrible reputation for yourself ? Women find it so hard to trust u! My conversation with gals always revolve around how guys r cheating on their gfs .I feel so disappointed. I mean, certainly there r honest,faithful, really great guys out there right? So why am I not meeting there yet? I know there r guy out there who think the same - that girls r doing a great job on cheating their bfs as well...but for me, I can really guarantee I will stay faithful to my husband as long as I love him. There is no way I will split my heart into 2.
I just think that maybe it's time my gal friends stop telling me how bad guys r or how upset/uncertain they r in their r/s.
God, just really wish, pple can understand me. Being single is OKAY - I'm really starting to believe in this statement. There's nothing wrong if I'm single and virgin at 25.
�I'm really happy with being myself right now, although feeling lonely, just wished there's somebody to hug me and tell me everything's gonna be okay.
We r really just being more than physical beings. Can we ever look beyond this fact?!
Lots of cleaning and eating and making a fire right now......then some booze and wii with allison!
so I went on a walk this afternoon by myself and it was very pleasent nice california day :) I was thinking about his year that has just passed compared to last year and what i want for the coming year 2010.....so what i decided is that last year 2008 was very emotional a lot of figuring out who i am what I like and just jumping into a new life one of my own. this year has truly been a year of firsts.....the first time i truly dated, the first time I slept with another man, the first time I got laid off, the first time I saw someone die, the first time I truly had an amazing time while in virginia, the first time I felt my age, the first time having a personal medical problem, the first time I really appreciated the life I've made for myself, the first time I had a true crush in a very very long time, the first time I tried online dating, the first time I didn't celebreate my birthday, the first time I read a series of novels, the first time I got to see my family more than once per year, the first time I saw my dad really really happy, the first time I was truly happy for someone else......I think i can go on and on so hope next year will be more firsts and maybe seconds!! hahaha! Merry Christmas to everyone!!
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How do you know who it is your suppose to choose? Because I find them to be both equally good people, with good intentions. I can't seem to stop my head from spinning.</3
We casted our 4th floor today and reached the Top after almost a year of starting work. I am hitting my target date on 31st Dec 09 and want to see all that is possible being achieved by then.
Its really getting to speed up or to hold back time. On the domestic front i need the date to move faster that is going to land my wife in the safer zone for the new member to arrive. On the professional front how i pray i could hold back on time to see things materialize the way it was conceived. Whilst all around seem pretty ok with the speed however it leaves me a bit agonized to think on not hitting the date as promised.
Perhaps its best to let the time move at its pace. For all good that is in store , we humans just continue the journey with the good will and hard work , which is perhaps all that we have in hands.
Cheers. Look forward to a happy Christmas.
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